If We Never Find True Love

 The Kiss,

An ethereal, evocative portrait

rich in gold tones and sentimental iconography,

In us a longing it arouses,

A longing to embrace,

To wear a crown of vines,

To close the eyes peacefully,

To breathe in tranquility

and breathe out intimacy –

To lean in for a loving kiss.

Ashes,

An aphotic, tempestuous portrait

carrying the redolence of a beautiful pathos,

Invite an acerbic feeling:

A feeling of devastated infatuation,

Of dark ink drying on canvas,

Of a soft egg hitting the hard ground,

Of an optimism or naivety

or perhaps an unconscious tendency to hopeless romance,

Of a charred romance burnt to ashes.

The boy who bought us flowers yesterday,

The girl who made us a snack,

The boy we thought would never leave us,

The girl who stopped texting back.

As we scroll through our phones

after a date gone wrong

the mockingbird in our hearts and minds

sings another sad song.

Like a hunt,

Love takes its toll

every time it doesn’t work,

A river of tears flows

time and again along our cheeks.

Love becomes a blue summer sky,

And us, a rising skyscraper;

reaching at it as much as we can

but never quite getting there.

Love is not for us

and it never will be.

And so we find ourselves

in a yellow wood,

Just ahead, two diverging roads lay:

The first leads to art and song,

To friends and work and family –

an acceptance of our fate.

The other,

more frightening and foreboding

leads to one more date.